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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
existentialism.
6:45 AM

lady luck dont you brush your teeth?
I'm listening what they say
Feeling less and less ok
But it's the same old story
How do i fix my head?
How do i fix my head
Living in a world
Where changing what you've got
Makes you better
its so typical, for my luck to abandon me at the time i need it most. but maybe blaming luck is just my way of comforting myself.
noone understands. sounds angsty, but its true, its not the hormones speaking trust me.
people can just get so annoyng, im no exception.
today was fine. school was okay sat with shannon today. then RE was quite okay too met Dr micheal koh today, nice guy. after a long time played soccer downstairs :]
yesterday was fun:] like out of 4 subjects (including PE) 3 teachers were absent. = slack! but too bad got china cct gotta study. think so far my ccts arnt tht bad.
monday was shit besides the fact that maths cct was fine. roll-off was BS. fuck it man dunno wads wrong, and its nt like i can go training anytime, fuck man i wanna quit bowling, fucked up eexpensive and so fucking boring.
no choice, i dont really care if i even make it to the team. i really give up. other then that i gues lifes nt bad. but cca is pretty big part of my life.
HOPE things get better. i pray to GOD, im trying out lent :] GOD guide me :]


Saturday, February 16, 2008
and so it was the end of the beginning.
9:09 AM

oh yea i rmb i was suppose to elaborate bout last tues.

ok so here goes. we were playing some retarded betting game. so they bet me that i'll go ask any Rj hockey girl for their number =/ in front of the whole team... ggxxf2l

so luckily..i knew cheryl alr. so i bluff them i didnt know anyone at all. then they say if i did iti'll get 10 bucks if i didnt ill get raped in front of the whole rj hockey team :/

what to do?....i went to ask, im so dumb la. its always the case after i do sometting dumb i come up with something smart to get away with it.. damn it too late.

me: eh hi!
cheryl: oh yeeh hi you!!

me: ill gif you $5 for your number
cheryl: you siao ah!

she walks away

i showed them another cheryls number to bluff then den suddenly someone said "eh he know that girl la"

so i got raped and i got humiliated in front of cheryl after just getting to be friends with her. :/
damn, what if shes my ogl next year? ggxxf2lomgwtfbbq.

blog bout the rest of the wwek nxt time. sorry im tired gotta go CAT class in the morn.


Tuesday, February 12, 2008
& i am known as: ??++
6:20 AM

chinese new year is over! :[
like half of it was spent gambling, wahahaha. i lost like 50 bucks in texas holdem omgwtfbbq :p

on saturday stay over at terry's house and we like gamble watch movie eat gamble, play some rubish game talk sleep wake up gamble. har like we addicted but it was fun!
then on sunday went to andrew's house supposedly again for gambling, but most of them brought not enough and there wereent enough chips so we played capitol 1 buck... wow but i still owned in poker and balckjack ahaha. :]


lastl wed was CNY celebrations in school, i like being in the top balcony of the hall we. we llike spammed psp and like ate oranges that some ppl stole :0 damn rubbish din even know what happened during the concert except the fashion show :P ahaha

after that wentto sicc with bryan, avi, marcus, jason, shan, eugene and andrew. and then like the rgs ppl came and marcus was like (someone's) mouth look like its constantly bleeding. ahah avi got punched for telling her that :0 violence should nt be encourage ;]

bowl ate played pool and talked then went home at 4 for early reniunion dinner. whoa eugene is such a head turner ;) you know wad i mean ahaha. jealous i admit.

today was quite fun too. had tennis for pe which was fun! after school dunno got nth to do went for physics remedial :0 amazing..
then gymed with eugene. i shud do it more often im like some twig. blah...annoying metabolic rate.

watched the rugby match afterwards and RI thrashed. RAffles spirit!!!!! wooooo :\
then like after the match there was alot ice from the drinks box and like we did alot of retarded stuff like raping ppl and shoving the "king" into his pants. lucky i kena the small one only. i shrank. :0

long long long long post and this aint helping it become shorter.
i will be back to tell the sad tale of me lat tuesday. ahaha :)


Sunday, February 03, 2008
the irony of heroin.
4:03 AM

yesterday, was suppose to go shannon's house for hist but in the end we went amos' house for english. in like 4 weeks i think about 4 or 5 projects have piled up. i better not procrastinate, its a fuggin bad habit.

its alot of work work work. & life is gettin dull. what more tests are coming head on w/o any hesitation or remorse if it knocks me down and out. hope i dont die this young.

been watching vids of futsal, and FALCAO is awesome. feel so inspired. i wished i was in soccer. TOO bad.

church was okay today. did my confirmation interview thinnga- mer -gic and it was okay too. but i was distraced for some part because i was er...undisclosed. cant say. but not like you care.

i think my perfect angel would be one to do my homework and my tests and get high marks. is there such an angel in heaven?.


I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here


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